Wednesday 6th October 2004 (15:27pm)

Well you and me walked down to the midwife today, we were half an hour late yet, and according to my appointment time I was on time? Luckily, midwife happily saw us and took my blood pressure, wrote down all my notes and gave me my bounty pack, after a large portion of chips and gravy we met up with daddy and he drove us to work. Kissed our good-byes at the station and we walked over to work, only 3half hours here yet I wish I was at home with my feet up resting as you make me tired yet I don't mind in the slightest. We have our next scan at 11 weeks on the 10th November at 09:00am! Our next midwife appointment is at 13 weeks on 24th November at 09:00am. Daddy and I wish to see you on a scan before 11 weeks so I am going to try and arrange that if I can. See you soon little one! We love you! xxx 22:33pm Well I phoned P. Young's secretary today and she has made an appointment for Daddy and I to see you on the 27th October for 09:45am... We can't wait!. Declan would love to come too. I think we will wait for the more intense scans around christmas, I'm sure he will enjoy them a lot better, he can't wait to meet you and has so much positivity Like I and Daddy have that all is well and we will meet you on and around the 28th May 2005... or will you appear on mummy's birthday on the 23rd May? So we see you when your about 9 weeks+5days (9+5) old and at 11 weeks 3 days (11+3) old! So far I'm excited! Auntie Jane said she can't wait to be an auntie again either.
Its so nice the family are so positive about this pregnancy, they are sooooooo supportive of us, and showing such positivity that this pregnancy will go to term unlike the sadness we had with Alex and Ashley! It is so far exciting but it doesn't mean we don't have our doubts some days or our bad days when I feel low and begin to question the possibility of the pregnancy ever becoming viable!
I asked about an epidural today, don't think mid midwife likes them because she (Sheila) said I was better off without, so gas and air will have to do and hopefully if they let me, a birthing pool!We Love You ! xxx Alex and Ashley love you too and are our guardian angels!